That's Pretty Neat.

I can't wait to be on my own.

I'd like to start things on a positive note- I had an amazing first day back to school. For the first time in a long time- I actually didn't have to worry about anything. I didn't have to sit there and try to please everyone, I didn't feel torn between two places. I finally felt like I was where I needed to be, with the people who I wanted to be with, without having to worry about someone getting upset. It felt right.

But it's funny how the day changes so quickly. High school is hard. Last year was a breeze, the teachers actually cut you a break. This year- it's like teachers have no sympathy. You do ALL of your work, 110 percent. That wouldn't be a problem if they didn't give you SO much. Three core classes? This semester is ridiculous. Screw biology. Screw Algebra. Screw English. But next semester's a joke. I'm probably going to sleep the rest of the year.

If school wasn't enough to make me want to punch somebody- the constant nagging of everyone surely does it. I'm NOT Jesus. Sorry I can't meet all of your needs. I don't have to do anything for you- appreciate the things I do anyways.

I try to pull of this "I have absolutely everything together" attitude for people. I make mistakes. I regret my past. Sometimes, I say too much. A lot of the time I don't say enough. I'm a procrastinator. I slack off in school. I put too much trust in people I don't need to. I'm indecisive. I'm human.

I wish I could change my life around, but its really not that simple.

Day Nine:

1. I worship a living GOD.

2. I'm addicted to freeze pops.

3. I laugh at EVERYTHING. I'm not even kidding. I find everything hysterical.

4. I still watch Disney Channel.

5. I like Disney Channel.

6. I HATE when people say "GD"....like seriously, show respect.

7. I say "like" and "um" when I talk.

8. According to Justin, I say Holler a lot too.

9. I wish I was more organized.

10. I always have food with me.

(Ashley Martin, Courtney Elyard, Lauren Dance- this is yo' shout out!)