One for the road.

grace falls down quite hard

just when i think i'm falling apart

Screw this month. Why? Because it sucked. I've never in my life had to deal with such immature situations in my life. First- family comes first. I've got my family's back before ANYONE else's. Have a problem with my family? Cool. Take it somewhere else. I could not care less. Is it honestly that hard to just say what you mean? It might just be me, but keeping things from somebody and lying are the same thing. If you're going to lie about what happened- make sure it doesn't get back to the person you're lying about. If you have two different stories about what happened, you should really get them straightened out as to who you tell what. On the brighter side of things- throughout everything that's happened; I've learned to let go of the stupid stuff. That doesn't mean I'll just take everyone's crap and paste a smile on my face because it's 'mature to let people walk all over you'- but I'm not going to cry over someone who leaves. Because whoever deserves to stay in my life, is gonna stay in it.

But that's just me.

i guess i'm just a bad taste in your mouth, like you're just another guy who lied

This one's for the road...

So, over the past few months, I've noticed how disgusting some people are. Maybe I'm just not 'cool' enough to partake in this, but I REALLY don't see how satisfying it is to sit behind a computer and trash someone over the internet. Not just over blogs, but over facebook. Indirectly or directly- it's wrong. You have NO idea what people go through everyday, how do you know that what you say won't damage them forever? That's right. You don't. Just because it's your facebook or your blog, doesn't mean you have the excuse to go and post OTHER'S business. If you're upset, they make these handy little things called cell phones, where you can discuss this with someone privately- not where the other 6 billion people in the world can see it. This isn't middle school. However, I'm sure that there are a ton of sixth graders that would love to participate in your gossiping festivities if you just HAVE to do this. If not; grow up, get a pair, and shut up.


But other than that...Jesus loves you.

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Boys are stupid.

let's just throw rocks at them

I've come to the conclusion over the past few weeks- 2 out of 3 guys suck at relationships. (and 2 out 3 girls suck at relationships too, but that's not what I wanna talk about) If you're reading this and you're saying "I have no clue what she's talking about, my boyfriends awesome!"...congrats, you've found the third guy. For the rest of us, it's difficult. Before I finish this rant, I'd like to make it clear: this is not directed at a certain person in particular. If I wanted to say this to a guy, I'd be grown up enough to say this to their face instead of trashing them over a blog. With that said, I'd like to begin with this; if you don't mean what you say, don't say it. Hey guys, in case you HAVEN'T been paying attention for the past decade or so: girls analyze and take to heart everything you say. Don't tell her that you care about her more than anyone you've ever met if you have four other girls that you're pulling along too. Be completely honest. Don't lead a girl on just because you're too lazy to explain why it wouldn't work. Girls are more understanding than they're painted out to be. Yeah, we're emotional freaks, but it doesn't last forever. We'll move on. Then pretty soon, we'll look back and say "why did I even like him?". I'm starting to sound like a typical teenage girl, ranting on and on about how boys suck and blah blah blah. But, girls just as much as guys have the same problem. We really should stop expecting the prince charming we've been told about since we were three. We're all going to have flaws, that's a life lesson right there in itself. But if we can't live with the other person's flaws or respect their issues, then we aren't with the right person. The bottom line is- if the bad out weighs the good and if you're unhappy with them, don't get involved, it won't work. Don't settle for anything less than what you feel like you deserve, boys (and girls) aren't worth being unhappy over. And that's a true statement.